A Little Bundle of Contradictions

kring! kring!

walaaaaang pasok. and i'm so freaakin' bored. nabasa ko na yung i think 1/4 ng Les Mis today. as in in 2 hrs. dahil wala akong magawa.

anyway, i tried to write my pinoy poems. but in vain. wala akong maisip. yung Les Miserables musical ay stuck sa utak ko. -______-

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walang pasok bukas. nyahahaha. i was just wishing na walang math at STR bukas. what? ayoko ng STR? actually ngaion lan, kasi mei quiz bukas. pero love ko ang STR. swear.

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mababa ang score ko sa chem LT3.(pero pasado naman) shempre frustrated ako dahil overperfect ata yung first two longtests ko. pero alam ko naman na hindi ako nag-aral. nawala enthusiasm at love ko sa chem nung umalis si Sir G. wala na kong notes and stuff. basta hindi na ko nakikinig. kaia alam ko namang kasalanan ko na mababa yung grade ko.

naalala ko yung smile sakin ni Sir G nung hinahandout na yung chem perio results. akala ko bagsak ako dahil madaming bumagsak. lalo na ata sa pota. tapos nung nakuha ko, 42/45. para bang sinasabi nia "congrats, keep it up." tapos ngaion, ndi ko na gusto ang chem.. waah. sorr Sir G. mag-aaral na akong mabuti sa chem.

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birthday today ni Sir Tafaleng. pero wala kaming STR, kaia pinuntahan namin siya sa STR unit, tapos binigay yung gifts at card. tapos ang hyper nia, sobra. laugh trip! ang autistic nia pag wala sa klase. sobra.

anyway, birthday din ni Kyla. hapee birthday.

tapos. ang bully nina vic. pinost nila nina pierre na crush ko lahat ng guys sa cesium. nde ah! hahaha.

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whoa. the week's over. parang kahapon lang, kaka-health lang din namin [na for me, sobrang boring. or di lang ako interested. -love, sex, dating. that sort of things. gaaah XD.]

here's what happened today.

socsci

I sooo love socsci. world history. the subject I mean. kasi yung teacher.. mabait naman. considerate and all, pero mejo boring. at hindi.. what's the word? comprehensive? as in wala mashadong discussions about the history itself, she discusses more on our opinions and stuff. the philosophies under this and that. not very interesting for me. pag kei Mam Samala, parang andaming discussions.

[sorry, taglish ang post na to. Some thoughts are easier said in English and vice versa.]

comsci
fun yung activity. amazing ang Photoshop.

chem
kung hndi ako nag-aaral for Math quiz., nakatulog na ako.

math
quiz. I never enjoyed math so nothing to say.

UB
waha. andami kong kinram. STR, at Phys. STR anhaba pala, akala ko madali lang, yung physics hindi ko magawa. hehe. tapos andaming hindi um.attend sa batch congress. feel na feel pa naman ni Sir Javert. naka-batch shirt pa sha. haha. too bad.

STR
discussion ng central tendency. at peer evaluation sa RRL and sampling activity. cute si Sir Taf, as usual.

english
another of his activity sheets na mei added fun. haha. did that made sense? anyway, etong activity yung pinaka-cute sa lahat. tungkol sa subordinate clauses. tapos mei nabuong words na 'names of two more clauses'. ano yung words? Mr. And Mrs. Santa! - Claus(e). odba, ang cute.

physics
muahaha. naka-55/50 ako sa longtest1. tapos yung mga mali ko carelessness. heehee. sayang. minsan na nga lang mangyari. tapos si Vic soooobrang yabang. grrr. tapos cute na naman si Sir Palima. heehee.

health
activity.

wenk.

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for the past week, never ako nakatulog ng earlier than 11pm. at latest ang 1:20 am. grabe. nakaka-stress.

bio LT kanina. kung anu.ano yung pinagsasabi ko sa essay. hehe. ndi ko alam yung sagot eh.

physics. ansaya. sabi ni Sir wala na daw kaming homework forever. kasi gagawin nia nang home-FUN. haha. para daw, pag nalulungkot kami sa bahay, gawin namin yung physics tapos maeecxite na kami. nyahaha. basta ang kulit ni Sir. tapos, tapos. hindi na ako mashadong nakakapunta sa sampa table pag umaga. ewan ko ba. para kasing sodium na yung group don or basta ibang section. mga "pseudo-sampa". sina robin, charice, esguerra, tsaka bronozo. tsaka, hindi ko na mashadong feel yung bond. ewan. basta. kaia dapat mei sampa gimmick ulit. nyehehe. anyway, ansaya mag.library. grabe. bakit ngaion ko lang nadiscover ang PSHS library. nyeh? kasi, sa lib, malamig. puede tumambay, magkunwari ka lan nagbabasa. pero sa dami ng books, mei mahahanap at mahahanap kang interesting. puede ka ren matulog. dun sa mei periodicals section, madilim pa don. hehehe. tapos, nakakaganang mag-aral. shempre tahimik, tsaka lahat ng tao nag-aaral kaia sali ka na ren. hehe. tapos andami kong nakitang books about astronomy. tapos narealize ko na antagal ko nang hindi nag.sstargaze or nagssurvey man lang ng star maps. pag summer ko na lang nagagawa yon. [pero pag summer naman maganda ang night sky] tapos nakalimutan ko pa yung Leonids nung August. huhuhu. tapos wala pang stargazing ang ASTROSOC. eh yun yung pinaka.hihintay kong activity. :(( keilangan ko nang simulan ang poems sa pinoy. martial law nga pala ngaion. dapat walang pasok eh.

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friday ngaion. wenk. thank god. tapos na ren ang sort of hell week na to. STR RRL, physics longtest, 2 STR quizzes, comsci practest.ah wait, ang saya pala ng comsci practest. photoshop. nag.assign si sir ng isang word per student tapos gagawan nia ng parang visual. yung akin, wish, mejo corny kasi. well, corny lang. tas naglagay lan ako ng angel tapos mei background na star. tapos yung word na wish. at definition. shempre, inayos ko sa photoshop. kaia lan wala na akong mashadong time kasi andalas mag.hang nung computer. pero masaya. heehee. pero somehow gusto ko din matuto ng java programming kahit mahirap. last year naggets ko naman, pero OC lan talaga si sir javier. STR RRL, buti maaga kong sinimulan. Kahapon, lahat ata ng o8 nasa lib, gumagawa ng RRL. tapos inabutan ako ng pagsasara ng lib. basta, TGIF. sobra. hell week, in every sense of that word. para sa kin. halos tatlong araw ako natulog ng 12pm. late na yon para sakin, kahit marami ang hindi na nakakatulog dahil sa requirements. heehee. ciao.

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Wah! Nakakapagod.

ngaion ay munday.
ambooooring ng mga subjects. muntik na kong makatulog sa bio. tapos sa physics, buti nalang mei quiz kundi tulog ren ako. muahahaha. homeroom. mei election ulit. kasi, yung leadership ng cesium hindi daw effective.

anyway, this is the exciting part. pumunta kami nina angel, aldrine, ian, popo, reinier, gen, at vic sa UP CS lib. odba. parang Cs gimmick. originally, kaming dalawa lan ni Ian, kasi naghahanap talaga ako ng kasama papuntang UP lib para mag-research sa STR. tas today, nalaman ko nalang na dumami na kami. haha. edi masaya. 2:30 dismissed na kami. pero, mga 3:30pm na kami naka-alis ng Pisay dahil sa delays. basta antagal bago kami nakaalis. tapos, shempre nilakad namin yung mula sa Pisay, papuntang Quezon Ave. na anlayo. nilakad ko na dati yun nung sampa outing pero mainit ngaion kaia nakaka-ewan. mejo nahilo pa nga ako eh. tapos antagal din namin naghihintay ng jeep, andaming UP campus na jeep yung na-miss namin. tapos nung nasa jeep na, kumakanta kami ng limang dipang tao kasi wala lan. yun yung lyrics non eh. basta. hyper. tapos una naming pinutahan yung UP main lib. kaso ndi daw puede yung hindi UP students kahit mei research permit kami. kaia. punta kaming CS, College of Science, lib. tas nagkanda-ligaw ligaw kami. malay ba namin kung saan yon. actually ako, mejo alam ko, pero nakalimutan ko nung time na yon. Kaia, anlayo ng nilakad namin. mei nagsabi pa samin na sa likod lan ng Palma Hall yung cs lib, eh halos kalahating kilometro pa yata mula sa Palma Hall eh. gaaaaah. tapos andami kong nakitang o5 at o6 na pisay alumni. sina ate janna, gino alo, etc. yung iba alam ko lang na pisay alumni. tapos, dahil na dumaan kaming Palma Hall, nakita daw kami ng kuya ko na naglalakad papuntang CS. haha, wala lang. anyway, pag dating namin sa cs lib, andami pang keilangan I-fill up chuvaling. mga library permits, and stuff. basta. eklat. pero okei lan. nakapgresearch naman ako. tapos andaming booooooks! well, malamang. pero basta madami. magkakaroon din ako ng library someday. basta love ko ang books. XD. at masaya talaga magresearch pag gusto mo yung research topic. go microbiology! or molecular bio. whatever.

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Random personal thoughts:

What does isopropyl mean?

Why does Steff sleep so early?

Why does steff's phone beep every.. 2 minutes perhaps?

These are the real thoughts:

I really really miss sampa. I found our last-homeroom-class-activity thingies this morning in my room, in a little green envelope.

They are like these: I'll miss you from kat, algeb days.. :)

kring! I like you from prana

Sorry -guio

Sorry -PM

(Steff's phone beeped again :)) anyway, I see them everyday. I talk to each one of them everyday. But being one as a class is still different. I always remember certain bio, socsci, algeb, physcis classes where I really felt happy- very happy inside. (mushy) being with each one of them and belonging to that class as a whole. Laughing, eating, backstabbing (some teachers XD) and cramming together. That made me happy. Those were my unforgettable sampa days. I now feel very sad and very happy at the same time. Happy that we are still seeing each other (unlike after highschool) but sad that we can no longer be as whole and as together as we had once been.

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the humanities week is over.
too bad.

back to the real world.
back to academic load.

whoa, those rhymed! haha.

ah. what load! Chem and Math LT, I think. pinoy homework. this comsci blog. socsci homework. and finally the STR RRL (review of related literature) I'm thinking of going to the UP main/CS lib on Monday to do research. Hope I find someone to go with me. XD

I’ve been on the net for almost 4 hours now, and I’ve already written *drumroll* two lines! (yap, lines, NOT sentences) for my RRL. Haha. go me! STR is beginning to be STRessful. But, I still like/love Sir Taf. He’s very very nice.

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yesterday: Family Day

nothing much, really. yet, my mum said, "Bakit mas maayos ngaion? Last year sobrang gulo." and it went so fast, all the cheering, games and announcement of winners. last year I remember I was so bored in the Sampa tent that we played with Iel's brother who was I think 5 or 6 years old. XD

the juniors won the cheering competition.
at first I cant believe it. I liked the seniors' dance and I thought ours was, so to speak, pathetic. i really thought the seniors will win. we had big big banners saying "juniors" and the cheerers had power ranger costumes which was not very..nice? anyway, we won. i think that's what everybody keeps in mind. and they all are happy. Sir Javert was so happy he kept mentioning the cheering thing over and over again. and that we'll have a batch party, not because we won the competition but for some excuse (I don't remember anymore, perhaps because it's Mama Mary's birthday on that day? XD).

then later that day was card-giving. Mam Rodriguez was so late. we were waiting for her for maybe half an hour or more.

I won't discuss my grades. I'm sort of frustrated in some of my subjects like English.

anyway,
today: supposed to be Dorm Open-House

but, the last minute yesterday, Gen said we'd have a practice for our non conventional music thing the next day. a few came, about 10 or so. we accomplished nothing, really. we talked, played the guitar, ate, talked again, played the guitar once more, "practiced" and then left. very productive. we'll there were so many distractions I think. we practiced in our dorm room in the afternoon. boooks, my guitar, the beds, cd player, etc.

but we sort of bonded. at least. ^______^

A carbon-based bipedal lifeform descended from an ape! Nyek, corny.

I'm a mere bundle of contradictions who loves:
Literature
Classical Music
Astronomy
Books
Friends
Writing
Nature
Life!

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